live.laugh.love

Sometimes, I wonder if you think about me. We had a past, which is no longer, but you still cross my mind. Sometimes, I want to call you or text your or talk to you, but I’m not going to. I want to check in, just joke around like we used to, and see what you’re thinking. I want to get caught up with you, and see what’s up, and just maybe get you off of my mind. But since that hasn’t happened, and probably won’t, I just wonder. I want you to make the effort, and show that you still care. I want you to make the first move for once. Our lives are going in two totally different directions, but a part of me still cares for you. We may have gone our separate ways, but it’s never too late to reconvene. I think I’m secretly disappointed that you didn’t stick to your promise. You promised to keep in touch. You promised to never be that person. You promised you would always care. But honestly, who knows if you do? I don’t want to put myself out there and be hurt. I want you to come to me. And I really hope you do.